CHRIS!TAYLOR!
Chris. where are you?
i am creating this post…
… because i am bored and i want some kind of ranking on this stupid thing so if i say stupid and random crap don’t get offended. so whats up. i like purple and i love dinosaurs and penguins! ummm i like pizza and salad! you cant see me! what now! asta lavista muthhaa *****
“ An alcoholic is anyone you don’t like who drinks more than you do. ”
Dylan Thomas (via simko)
(via themattsmith)
awww how cutee
Omg
…my hand itches!
aha.i love you man
this is how it is,
so, i have been dealing with depression lately. because i just remembered that i used to get molested by my brother. butt he isnt my brother anymore family doesnt do that to eachother! he can go and die for all i care! i honestly wouldnt care. and my mom and dad wont let me see my mother! it pisses me off, they have no idea how bad i feal because i just go on with my day and i feal like i am not wanted or i dont matter! my life is the hugest dissapointment i have ever known! all i want to do is see my mother and my brother as i wish for. it breaks my heart and pisses me off so bad NO ONE knows. for all i know she can be the coolest person ever! and it might help me with depression. butt if she is a bad person and it is just another dissapointment then i have a doctor that can up my dose and i have a councler that can help me through things! I think about it everyday. it dissapoints me so much. an i know that they can find her they just chose not to!whatever they can just go on living there life butt i cant.not until i can see her. i hope that they read this.
this is a load of horse poop!
She read everything on my myspace!She read my myspace im conversations! She says she trusts me.I dont believe her one little bit!And she says i can trust her! NO I ABSOLUTELEY CANT! Is she friggin nuts. I cant believe this. Butt i am sure that she really enjoyed what she read! Suicide…fights….talking crap about her and how she smokes weed in the house. I meen wouldnt you talk crap about someone that smokes weed around children! omg. And then last night i told her that i have been talking to bobbis aunt patty about my issues and she was like oh well you cant trust me butt you can trust someone who is like a stranger. I was like no.I can trust her because she isnt a stranger to me. Maybe you butt she is someone i trust.so you know you can just get over the fact i cant trust you. butt i dont knnow if she knows that i know she read all of my crap. and i told her that people shouldnt read other peoples stuff if they arent told to! and then she aggreeed. I was just thinking the wole time. you are such a hippocritt.it is so ridiculous. well thats what she gets. i called her some meen stuff. i told bobbi i hated her and that she was a b****! mann. i was mad. wouldnt you be mad if you find a peice of paper on the computer desk IN THE OPEN FOR EVERYONE TO SEEE! a fricken thing that says how much weed she is going to go and buye! and last night i told her how i feal about her smoking weed!okay and get this, she smokes it IN THE HOUSE!!!!! i cant believe this. And i asked her if i should start smoking weed becaus ei cant sleep at night or that i am depressed. Thats the kind of example and impression on us kids! i cant handle my parents anymore. I am the only grownup inn this household! I am friggin 13 years old! i shouldnt be a grown up anymor! i only have a few more years to be a kidd. alll my liife i have been the grownup! i hate it i hate it i hate it! Most the time suicide pops up in my head! alll the time i think well i wont have to deal with crap any more. so i told her that i wanted a councler! and she was like yeah sure i will get you one. DOUBT IT! she wont follow through with it! just liek she wont follow through with letting me see my mother! if you are not going to do it then just dont say you are gonna do it right! i am sick and tired of it! and i cant move out and just escape it! i wish i could go live with bobbi!
